I think clarity was brought from The Lord but I am having a hard time accepting it.

relationships are complex.

I am mad about something I shouldn’t be terribly mad about but I am mad and bummed about it so there.

Sometimes you meet someone, and it’s so clear that the two of you, on some level belong together. As lovers, or as friends, or as family, or as something entirely different. You just work, whether you understand one another or you’re in love or you’re partners in crime. You meet these people throughout your life, out of nowhere, under the strangest circumstances, and they help you feel alive. I don’t know if that makes me believe in coincidence, or fate, or sheer blind luck, but it definitely makes me believe in something.
—Unknown (via wethinkwedream)

It makes me believe more and more that God is here.

(Source: wordsalawidder, via wishesonfireflies)

Those who understand the gospel cannot possibly look down on anyone, since they were saved by sheer grace, not by their perfect doctrine or strong moral character.
—Tim Keller (via hannaoliviaway)

(via made-alive-in-christ)

I feel like I’m going to puke my face off. 😖


I mean there are a lot of things that I can get frustrated with but today was one of those days where I was frustrated all day. It hurt because I couldn’t focus on the present and I couldn’t pour into the ones I loved. I let it control me when I knew I shouldn’t let it. Kinda a bummer day, where I couldn’t really talk to anyone about my frustration except for myself, inside my head.

Maybe I should talk to God about this. He probably has the right idea. Also, I should really be posting this on the interweb.

Not sleeping cause dreaming.

I should paint. yeah I should paint.